today i:
went to a non-clinic or emergency room doctor for the first time in my life
got a catheter put in to get urine straight from my bladder
almost cried from discomfort
had a doctor check out my giner for the for time in my life
was very thankful for modern medicine and antibiotics.
if nothing else, i feel comforted that someone is trying to fgure out whats going on with me.
